What do we do???

okay so it does not even make since how confused I am right now... I am so desperately ready to have another baby, but i just feel like time is never on my side... I dont want to wait any longer than we already have, I know I am young but I am getting older by the day and so is my son, and I really did not want my children to be this far in age.. So the big issue is I am suppose to start school in june for nursing, and if I get pregnant between now and june that gives me no time to take out for delivery and recovery and spending time with a new baby, so what do i do, should i wait the dreaded long two years to finish school and then start tryin again or just say what the hell and do it and deal with taking time from school later??? This is so hard and such a big decision, but my partner and I are so tired of waiting.....

Give me some time!!

Okay so for some reason, I just figured out this whole blog thing, I am trying to figure everything out and how to navigate around here.. I always here people talking about blogging and just really never paid it any mind, but after reading posts from fellow ttc buddies, it is pretty cool and just like an onling diary... I love it!!! Unfortunately I dont really have anything to talk about right now.. I posted earlier on NW about losing my job and going back to school.. I will be studying nursing so that really does not leave me any room for babies this year, its a realy bummer but we know that it will pay off in the long run. My son starts pre k in August I cant wait to not have to pay daycare anymore!!! My dp is getting a really nice promotion this month and a nice salary increase WOOOHOOO!!!. We have a lot of resolutions for 2007 if we can accomplish at least a couple of them I will be satisfied, I would really like to lose my post pregnancy weight from my son 4 years ago, ummm yeah it would be fabulous to fit in a size 9 again!! also i have been on this train of smoke for a month and quit and them smoke and quit, so i am wearing the ever so flattering nicotene patch that of which i must say has seriously been working, i have not even had a slight urge... so any how best of luck to everybody no matter what your goals are and i will be back soon.